I sure hope that you don't mean this the way I think you do! I'm assuming so because of Airn and Sael's comments. Self-harm or suicide is never the answer. The problems you are facing today, may not be the problems you are facing tomorrow or next week, or next year. Sounds cheesy, but sometimes in life there are obstacles we must overcome and I'm sure whatever you're going through is just one of 'em and you'll be stronger because of it in the end.