I'm just so down today. I should be out doing something, the weather forecast was dead wrong and its beautiful outside. My heart breaks for Adrianne and her family. Cuddling with my doggies today
My vent toay is I hate feeling so down like this. I also hate that I have put everyone else first above me or anything that I am, or I like. And then I'm put on the back burner - no one even notices if I'm around/not around until they need something... I've swallowed my emotions or feelings or thoughts and put everyone else's first, because I cared. And now I just feel unappreciated, unloved, uncared about and plain old forgotten. Seriously four people can't even bother to respond to a text? Even an "Hey I'm busy right now I'll catch you later" would suffice. Good grief.
And the funny thing is this is like the 3rd weekend I have felt like this... I feel so stupid, like why haven't I learned my lesson by now? Wow, just wow.