OH Babyblues i am deeply sorry for you. I know the pain all to well, with all you have had to deal with Lucas has been your greatest support. AS Bronki was mine, i don't think i could have made it through those years without being in his care. I know that you will make each day with Lucas worth a lifetime of love, time is realitive, you can make this time worth as much as if you had another decade together. THat is what i am doing with MAry, i want her to know that each day is a treasure and i will ask no more then that, to take it one day at a time, and be grateful for whatever we have left of this road to walk together. (((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS and hugs and hugs)))))))))))))))))))) for you and LUcas. I know you will make him as comfortable as you can, and i know he will do his best to care for you. Don't be sad for him for it will waste all the good you can get out of the NOW and he won't understand. . SOmetimes i find it best just not to think to hard and hug my Mary close ..GIve Lucas a kiss in his ear from SMkie