"what/who came before" no pun intended in a relationship is always murky waters. I mean you ask...you know you do...but do you REALLY want to know what went on before you were together...seriously now?
Don't we all know better? If you know his previous gal or guy tied him up and whipped the living jeebus outta him...and he liked it...but he only ever wants or asks for vanilla with you...that might make you feel weird.
If you're with a man who admits he'd had a STD...but was clean now...you might feel weird.
If he told you he slept with a dwarf male or female you might feel strange about that...
I mean there are SO MANY things relating to intimacy that I flat out would not WANT to know...LOL.
We have shared the basics...exes...about them...a few things that were intimate in each relationship...but really beyond that? It's in the past...I leave it there. I was not virgin and neither was he...and now we're together. Beyond that...what does it matter?
TMI post below.....
I'm honest about my past. I had mulitple sexual partners, more than people have in a lifetime to be brutually honest. So before my past comes and haunts me in the future, and someone tells my partner something in my pst, I rather him hearing it from me. Some guys you'ld think would like the honesty, but someone I was recently talking to could not let go of my past. He kept asking me 'would I cheat', 'would I have sex with others while I was with him'...it bugged the **** out of me. My past is my past, and even though I did what I did, didn't mean I was unfaithful either, being promiscuous, doesn't make you some sort of cheater, unless you were romantically involved with someone, but if it was just with friends w/ benefits...how does that count as being someone who is unfaithful? He also didn't like how in one of my myspce captions it said 'nympho'...to him it meant 'hoe'....just because someone is a very freaky person, doesn't mean they're a very freaky person with everyone. I always wanted to be with ONE person and please ONLY that one person, but that was never the case, because I wsa often mislead and taken advanatge of....and some guys that I very much cared for, would like to 'share'....me being naive and not know ny better, I would take the bait, thinking it would make them like me more. That was why I had such the promiscuous past that I did. Not that I ws opening my legs to every guy with a dick nor did I want to majority of the time, but sometimes it was my only choice.....had it been they were my only ride home or I was to afriad of saying 'no'.
Now I told him all this....but the whole stigma that 'you can't turn a 'hoe' into a housewife' bs was all that was drilled in his head, and I doubt it he could of ever taken me seriously or trust me 100%. So I gave up on him.
I'm always torn to either reveal my past or leave it unmention....either way both can ruin any of my future relationships. Either my revealing my past would cause distrust or not being upfront could bit me in the butt and they find out about my past and then that would cause distrust. Sure they don't might not want to know about my past, but I rather I tell them, then they hear it from someone else.
I just hope I can find someone who doesn't care bout my past, but for me...
NOW in the present. I really don't see why it matters so much for guys how much partners a girl has had. If she's std-free, still has her walls {not a loose vajj}, and faithful, what does it matter? Like I know guys who won't go out with girls that have more than 2-3 partners, more than five, anymore that is a two-digit number is too much, or a girl that slept with more than just her 'first'. These are also the same sort of people that ask how many people they've done it 'raw' and if its just with their first, its ok, but anyone else, that might mean they have something
. But some people cannot go past other people's past.
Is this also some osrt of double standard?...because not much girls I know care about their guy' sexual past, but most guys I know rather not have a girl with 'alot of mileage' on her. Oh and they can't be more experienced in the bed area than them either
Not to thread-hijack, but can I ask you guys honest opinion...does it matter how many partners someone who say you care about has had? Would you tlk to someone that had multiple sexual partners before you?