Thanks everyone.
Her ashes are coming home to me on Sunday, and I'm eager to have my baby back, even in that form. I had her cremated because I want to be able to bring her with me, if I ever move off the farm. I hated leaving her at the pet funeral home, though, because I know she hated me leaving her, so I've been very stressed knowing I left her somewhere. I'm just eager to have her back with me, if you get what I'm saying. I'll just feel better, even though the ashes are only the body her soul lived in, not her soul.