In Need of Prayers, vibes, thoughts... anything you can spare
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Hi All,
Well only I could arrive at the bus station a hour early, and miss the bus. But, maybe it was for the best because the people there just looked down right shady.
So I got my boss' mother to drive me half way there, and my cousin and his wife came and took me the rest of the way. I arrived at the hospital around 10:30 and saw my mom. She was emotionless, and we had to tell her about my aunt. She didnt shed a tear, or anything. I know she is in heavy denial, and I dont think the full effect will hit her at all.
When she arrived at the hospital her kidneys and liver were basically close to shutting down. Now they have gotten the levels up, but no where near normal. They are going to be transfering her to the county mental health hospital once she gets out of ICU. She looks like she is going to make it... but I honestly beleive she will do it again.
I am going thru so many emotions, and my other aunt, which whom I am staying with, is as well. We have so many things to do and it just seems like its never going to end.
I deeply appreicate all the kind words, thoughts, and just chaz love. Your words mean more than I can ever tell you.
Will try to keep you updated as much as possible. Once again, thank you so much
Well only I could arrive at the bus station a hour early, and miss the bus. But, maybe it was for the best because the people there just looked down right shady.
So I got my boss' mother to drive me half way there, and my cousin and his wife came and took me the rest of the way. I arrived at the hospital around 10:30 and saw my mom. She was emotionless, and we had to tell her about my aunt. She didnt shed a tear, or anything. I know she is in heavy denial, and I dont think the full effect will hit her at all.
When she arrived at the hospital her kidneys and liver were basically close to shutting down. Now they have gotten the levels up, but no where near normal. They are going to be transfering her to the county mental health hospital once she gets out of ICU. She looks like she is going to make it... but I honestly beleive she will do it again.
I am going thru so many emotions, and my other aunt, which whom I am staying with, is as well. We have so many things to do and it just seems like its never going to end.
I deeply appreicate all the kind words, thoughts, and just chaz love. Your words mean more than I can ever tell you.
Will try to keep you updated as much as possible. Once again, thank you so much
R
That is so sad, and I"m so sorry, Ryan. My sincerest condolences on the loss of your aunt, and I am so glad you have other family to help you through this.
I have thought of you day and night, and am keeping you in prayers for strength and healing.
Very glad to hear an update that you are as ok as possible in this situation.
((((more hugs))))
I don't know what to say... Drugs take life out of people and make them emotionless. I have seen this with so many. Everyone cares for them more than they care for themselves and they have to love themselves before any change can start to take place. I have seen this at funerals. You have say an alcoholic come to the funeral and they are just hanging out chit chatting; seems their loved ones death means nothing to them. They are always high on something or drunk or don't even go to the funeral.
These drugs will take a hold on people and suck the life out of them; make them seem dead even know they are very much alive. It sucks so bad when you want to help them but the person won't let you and they push you away. So all you can do is sit there and watch them hurt themselves over and over again. I have had friends who have went into rehabs for long periods of time and come out. Everything out of their system. Fist thing they do or shortly after getting out is those drugs or alcohol again.
They have to want to care for themselves to want to change because even if they go through rehab it won't stick. I find in these situations there are years of hurtful things buried deep and thats why they do these things is to forget and to not feel the hurt. Sometimes I see thats how they were taught growing up in how to deal with problems is alcohol or drugs because of the example their parents have set.
This is such an exhaustive ongoing experience of nothing but hurt with everyone involved. Theres something there that can break through to your mom and you being her child and knowing her I bet you can find it. None of it is going to be easy. We are all here for you! Hang in there, its more than just getting drugs away, so much more.
These drugs will take a hold on people and suck the life out of them; make them seem dead even know they are very much alive. It sucks so bad when you want to help them but the person won't let you and they push you away. So all you can do is sit there and watch them hurt themselves over and over again. I have had friends who have went into rehabs for long periods of time and come out. Everything out of their system. Fist thing they do or shortly after getting out is those drugs or alcohol again.
They have to want to care for themselves to want to change because even if they go through rehab it won't stick. I find in these situations there are years of hurtful things buried deep and thats why they do these things is to forget and to not feel the hurt. Sometimes I see thats how they were taught growing up in how to deal with problems is alcohol or drugs because of the example their parents have set.
This is such an exhaustive ongoing experience of nothing but hurt with everyone involved. Theres something there that can break through to your mom and you being her child and knowing her I bet you can find it. None of it is going to be easy. We are all here for you! Hang in there, its more than just getting drugs away, so much more.