Oh Ryan, I am SO sorry.
I know you feel really numb and probably have a deep sense of unreality, and I know you have to get there---but be careful and be safe. If at all possible get someone less involved in the situation to go with you. Please. We don't want anything to happen to you while you are trying to take care of your mom during this horrific time.
And, of course my and my family's prayers are with you.
Please let us know what is going on if you can. We worry.