thanks for the idea....actually we have made arrangments with our vet to come to our home. least of all do i want to make this stressful on Roxie. a car ride will freak her out. we will do it at home.
i have decided to wait a few more days tho...because of other things going on at our home. i really want her to go peacfully and right now we have a house guest. i have cried so many tears and spent so many hours with this decision. now that the decision has been made i cherish each moment i have left with my old girl. we pulled out some old home movies and it was wonderful to see her bouncing around and playing again.
i never did know how to 'train' a dog back then so Rox and I kinda made things up as we went along. we have (or had) a language all our own. we just understood each other. she
always came when called and did so many other things just because she wanted to please me.
...she used to open our screen door to get in or out of the house...she understood 'get off the rug' (so i could clean), 'wheres Daddy', 'go lay down', inside, oustide, off, up, wait here and so much more....she would catch any insects in the house for me (flying or not). she was so good with the kids. she wouldn't do a thing when they pulled her ears and tail....all those things that babies will do. all without me 'teaching' her a thing.
16 years. thats almost half my life.
what will i do when shes gone? i will pull out those old videos again...cry with my children and husband and then cry some more. we will bury her in the woods behind our home and go thru the awful pain of loosing a best friend. it's simply heartbreaking. for now i'm loving her and enjoying her company.
thanks again for all your help with this very difficult decision.