Trade?
Not that being a recluse would be much better since things in my personal life suck as well as my work life. So I'm damned if I'm home, damned if I'm at work! I don't normally post things on forums, but I will do so without getting into much details because I have no one else to talk to. Seems every one is in bed earlier, and my boyfriend is the kind of person that is literally bothered by nothing and just says "Eh, bad thing happened now it's done."
My bank account was frozen on Monday, and I got to find out by my card getting declined (which is always embarrassing no matter how not embarrassing it is) and I lost a hell of a chunk of money, which means cancelling my life for the next two months. My boyfriend's birthday was Wednesday and I took two days off work (which is funny now since I NEED the money) to do cool things for him that I couldn't do without my money. Some bad press went out about my work and when I defended it I forgot psychopaths are all over the internet and now I have some strange guy calling my work repeatedly asking for me. I'm paranoid, so I bought pepper spray today since I leave work after dark by myself. I was just promoted and awarded employee of the month and I'm afraid I'm going to lose both.
I am thankful I am not going to starve or lose any thing important as a result, but it's really hard to have chosen a job where I make no money over a well paying job in a salon where I would not be helping dogs. fkkkkkkkkkkkkk.