ughhh...venting time

[Senna]

this may sound stupid but i really need to vent

like RD many of my friends will not talk to me and its making me even sadder because my b-dy is coming up tuesday the 5th.i havent been tlaking to many of my friends anymore...i only talk to like 3 out of 50 of my friends and only hang out with one of them.

my dad just wants to parade me around like im a trophy which i dont want to be a trophy i want to be his daughter.I know i can be a lil rude to my friends but i apologize all the time basically as soon as i do it.

all my family does is fight so i end up locked in my room(by choice)and listen to music or watch t.v.
I basically have on life anymore which really sucks cause i like having a life,im normally quiet in school but never this quiet because no one talks to me and i know it can be good but i need social times to but i dont get that much time to socialize more than i do now...

i feel like im restrained in a small room where they have one of those windows where everyone cant see you and not talk to you and you can see them and talk to them but they wont here you and you wont get a response

end of my vent

 

[Kase]

Awww Senna ((((((((HUGS)))))))))).

I'll be sad with you . Its my birthday on the 4th and none of my frinds are coming home for it so it looks like me and Casey will be celebrating it together.

 

[dogsarebetter]

im sad with you. my bday is the 16th and i only share my life with my bf.
no freinds at all.
no parents who even care

 

[Renee750il]

This should give you a giggle. I was born on Mothers Day. . . and guess who routinely forgets my birthday? Charley has never remembered my birthday, and even when I've reminded him, his modus operandi is to wait until very late in the evening - even after he's about to go to sleep - and remark, "Oh, it was your birthday today, wasn't it? We should have at least gone to La Caretta."

My Chaz friends are the ones who always remember to wish me a happy birthday, though.

And yeah, I understand about the trophy business. I realized a while ago that I've been someone's trophy my entire life . . . They tend to make you invisible until THEY need or want for you to be seen. You have to learn to make your own life, independent of everyone else's vision of you - only then will people really "see" you.

 

[Senna]

this may sound funny as well but my teacher Mrs. Booth her birthday is on the 4th and one of the people who will actually talk to me his birthday is on the 16th lol

 

[RD]

(((hugs))) I'm sorry, Senna. I hope you have a happy birthday, regardless of what your friends are doing. I'm going to be spending mine with my dogs

 

[Senna]

same here lying in my bed and watching t.v. snes r family is pretty poor now i wont get any gifts for my b-day this year

 

[dogsarebetter]

i will be spending mine at my boyfriends graduation and a freind of his wedding.
no day for me at all

 

[Senna]

i agree with u no day for me either

on tuesday i have quire practice which after school is from 3:03 - 4:00
and my mom works till 5:30 then at near 6:00 she goes back to work...

 

[juliefurry]

I'm sorry for you. I know how you feel about the friend situation. Well since having kids I don't have any friends because they'd rather get drunk than hang out with me but oh well to each their own. I was never a trophy though to my parents and was always ignored unless it was to hit me. I hope something good happens on your birthday a special surprise that you will enjoy. Chaz will always be here for you though .

 

[Senna]

thanx julie i know chaz is always there for me!thanx guys!