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GipsyQueen

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If you're mournful... just don't read this. My emotional outbursts are probably not healthy.

I just have to throw my angersad somewhere because I'm so angrysad that the most devastating things happen to the kindest people. This isn't even a vent, it's a goddamn lament but I have nowhere else to put it and really didn't want to post it in Nilly's thread which deserves the positive swing it's taken. Also I am so particularly rustled that I am the master of the run on sentence and truly don't care about grammar today.

But like... What the ****.

She's been on my mind so much since I heard the news, and for some reason in the back of my head I always felt like she'd survive this and see Carter grow up. Because why wouldn't she? Because everything I saw from her on Chaz indicated that she was nothing short of delightful, warm-hearted, polite and just NICE. No matter who she was talking to, she was always so ****ing nice and HOW could a world so full of shitty people ever afford to lose one of the nice ones?

This is ALWAYS how it goes. The most horrible things happen to the people who better the world around them just by being in it.

How ****ing unfair.

The kind of life you strive to live seems to have no impact on the life you get.

Seriously universe what the actual ****.

:cry:

I feel the same. :(
 

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If you're mournful... just don't read this. My emotional outbursts are probably not healthy.

I just have to throw my angersad somewhere because I'm so angrysad that the most devastating things happen to the kindest people. This isn't even a vent, it's a goddamn lament but I have nowhere else to put it and really didn't want to post it in Nilly's thread which deserves the positive swing it's taken. Also I am so particularly rustled that I am the master of the run on sentence and truly don't care about grammar today.

But like... What the ****.

She's been on my mind so much since I heard the news, and for some reason in the back of my head I always felt like she'd survive this and see Carter grow up. Because why wouldn't she? Because everything I saw from her on Chaz indicated that she was nothing short of delightful, warm-hearted, polite and just NICE. No matter who she was talking to, she was always so ****ing nice and HOW could a world so full of shitty people ever afford to lose one of the nice ones?

This is ALWAYS how it goes. The most horrible things happen to the people who better the world around them just by being in it.

How ****ing unfair.

The kind of life you strive to live seems to have no impact on the life you get.

Seriously universe what the actual ****.

:cry:
Said it better than I could have.
 

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If you're mournful... just don't read this. My emotional outbursts are probably not healthy.

I just have to throw my angersad somewhere because I'm so angrysad that the most devastating things happen to the kindest people. This isn't even a vent, it's a goddamn lament but I have nowhere else to put it and really didn't want to post it in Nilly's thread which deserves the positive swing it's taken. Also I am so particularly rustled that I am the master of the run on sentence and truly don't care about grammar today.

But like... What the ****.

She's been on my mind so much since I heard the news, and for some reason in the back of my head I always felt like she'd survive this and see Carter grow up. Because why wouldn't she? Because everything I saw from her on Chaz indicated that she was nothing short of delightful, warm-hearted, polite and just NICE. No matter who she was talking to, she was always so ****ing nice and HOW could a world so full of shitty people ever afford to lose one of the nice ones?

This is ALWAYS how it goes. The most horrible things happen to the people who better the world around them just by being in it.

How ****ing unfair.

The kind of life you strive to live seems to have no impact on the life you get.

Seriously universe what the actual ****.

:cry:

You just summed that up in words so much better than I can :( and now I'm crying, but I don't regret reading it.
 

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So 2015 can go **** itself already. :mad: :(

We were told today that the store I've been working for, for 4 years (basically since we opened) is closing on Feb. 28th. :( Some big investor bought the company and doesn't want to invest in smaller stores anymore, so we, and others are closing.
I loved working their - I loved our team. Now I feel like we are on a sinking ship. :(
 

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If you're mournful... just don't read this. My emotional outbursts are probably not healthy.

I just have to throw my angersad somewhere because I'm so angrysad that the most devastating things happen to the kindest people. This isn't even a vent, it's a goddamn lament but I have nowhere else to put it and really didn't want to post it in Nilly's thread which deserves the positive swing it's taken. Also I am so particularly rustled that I am the master of the run on sentence and truly don't care about grammar today.

But like... What the ****.

She's been on my mind so much since I heard the news, and for some reason in the back of my head I always felt like she'd survive this and see Carter grow up. Because why wouldn't she? Because everything I saw from her on Chaz indicated that she was nothing short of delightful, warm-hearted, polite and just NICE. No matter who she was talking to, she was always so ****ing nice and HOW could a world so full of shitty people ever afford to lose one of the nice ones?

This is ALWAYS how it goes. The most horrible things happen to the people who better the world around them just by being in it.

How ****ing unfair.

The kind of life you strive to live seems to have no impact on the life you get.

Seriously universe what the actual ****.

:cry:
I was thinking something similar yesterday.

Ran into a friend who lost her son last year. He was 11 years old... f*cking brain tumor. He was diagnosed when he was 3. Fought it so long...

So we've got her without a son and Carter without a mom and it's just SO crappy.

I was listing all the cancer battlers and victims and survivors I know in my head and the list is so LONG. And so many of them are among the best people I know. Young parents mostly. Which sucks.

And my cousin has a scan next week to see if his bone cancer has gone away. If it hasn't they're telling him it's pretty much over. :( They gave him a 20% chance at the start of his ordeal. And he is in his 30s with 4 young kids.
 

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My sister's fiance just graduated from boot camp and she was able to fly out to San Diego to see him. I am so happy for her (and him!), but it just made me think, "You don't get to see yours for another 29 weeks!" and that SUCKS. Ugh.

*sigh* Come on, time, get your butt in gear!
 

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Today has just been kind of a nothing - is - right day which is super frustrating. I feel like I went out of my way to help someone recently and they kind of burned me for it. Among other things.
 

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My brother got laid off today. He's in the same industry I am. I am getting worried and I feel SO badly for him. I don't know what he's going to do. I don't know what I would do if I got the axe. The industry is down very badly right now and I'm scared. :(
 

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So 2015 can go **** itself already. :mad: :(

We were told today that the store I've been working for, for 4 years (basically since we opened) is closing on Feb. 28th. :( Some big investor bought the company and doesn't want to invest in smaller stores anymore, so we, and others are closing.
I loved working their - I loved our team. Now I feel like we are on a sinking ship. :(
My husband is in the same situation... He's worked at his job for 5 years, and they recently got bought (for the second time), this time by a sinking company, and they fired half the people at his office last week and he expects that they will just stop the product his team is making soon (they can't now... too many contracts).

I'm a SAHM so it's stressful to say the least.

RD... I couldn't agree more!
 

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2 days in a row of migraine after migraine has left me terrified to exist or DO anything. i dont know what triggered them, i dont know how to stop them, and i already called out twice in a row and im terrified if i get another one today and call out again im going to lose my job. im just scared, iv never ever had them this bad, and im terrified of my entire body because for the last month its been issue after issue and 90% of the time i want to die. food poisoning, worst cold sore int he world, and now 2 days of vomiting and pain and dizzyness. i dont know whats going on but can it please jsut stop?
 

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I was listing all the cancer battlers and victims and survivors I know in my head and the list is so LONG. And so many of them are among the best people I know. Young parents mostly. Which sucks.
Yes :/ It's unfair. We just had an extended family member diagnosed with breast cancer around Christmas, and my mom's friend found out she has stage 3 breast cancer. My friend from work has had cancer like 3 times. I think he is off chemo and they are just going to provide supportive care. I'm hoping I can see him and he will still be well when I visit in June. He is in his 50's but that's still too young.
 

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I hate cancer. My favorite co-worker died 3 years ago from Stage 4 colon cancer. She was in remission for years and it came back too quickly. She had 2 boys in college and was a newly wed who loved to travel. The cancer came back in March and she passed away in October of that same year. It's just not fair.
 

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I absolutely love the friend that I ride with, but she's making me really bummed the past week. She has a connection at the barn she boards at with a 4 year old TB that is looking for a home. He's 4, broke, a really nice horse overall from the pictures and videos she has sent me. He's completely sound, but suffered an injury to his hock when he was young and thus not cut out for high performance stuff. To the right home, he is free. My friend's horse will be making the trip home next month and he could easily ride along with her for some help with gas.

I just... why?! Why can't it be time for me? I know this is petty first world problems, but I just want that to be a part of my life again. PS- SORRY FOR THE HUGE FB PICTURE

 

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I absolutely love the friend that I ride with, but she's making me really bummed the past week. She has a connection at the barn she boards at with a 4 year old TB that is looking for a home. He's 4, broke, a really nice horse overall from the pictures and videos she has sent me. He's completely sound, but suffered an injury to his hock when he was young and thus not cut out for high performance stuff. To the right home, he is free. My friend's horse will be making the trip home next month and he could easily ride along with her for some help with gas.

I just... why?! Why can't it be time for me? I know this is petty first world problems, but I just want that to be a part of my life again. PS- SORRY FOR THE HUGE FB PICTURE

Dude, I would totally come get him too UGHHHHH. AND I have the space and time and money now, but just looking for the right horse. :/
 

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Just got done Skyping with Michael. He is so depressed, it just kills me. I was only able to get him to smile twice the entire time I was talking with him. He's not coping well and there isn't much I can do about it. :/ Hopefully as things become more routine for him things will improve, but I wish he wasn't so down right now.
 

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2 days in a row of migraine after migraine has left me terrified to exist or DO anything. i dont know what triggered them, i dont know how to stop them, and i already called out twice in a row and im terrified if i get another one today and call out again im going to lose my job. im just scared, iv never ever had them this bad, and im terrified of my entire body because for the last month its been issue after issue and 90% of the time i want to die. food poisoning, worst cold sore int he world, and now 2 days of vomiting and pain and dizzyness. i dont know whats going on but can it please jsut stop?
I feel you, I still get them, but luckily I dont get them so bad anymore, I still get them around when Aunt Flow is supposed to be arriving, though when I went through initial puberty, I got them as bad as you are describing (thank GOD I was on summer vatcation and didnt miss any school!).

Sorry your body is giving you such a fit :(
 
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I'm currently being a total creeper and facebook stalking the owner of a dog I owned in late 2011-mid 2012. He was my heart dog and absolutely perfect, him and Crystal loved eachother, he was just the perfect dog I loved him so much. And then my dad gave him away while I was at school one day and lied to me that he ran away. I found out a month later my dad surrendered him. Anyways I found his owner and he's very loved and he gets dressed up regularly and he seems to be living a good life but it is making me sob so hard because I know that he could be living this good life with me if my parents weren't liars and backstabbers. I haven't trusted them once after this incident. It's been three years and I'm still not over it and it's kinda sad that I would still cry over it but whatever. It ****ing sucks. At least he's doing well and the socialization and training I rooted into him as the puppy is benefiting him. idk really. I should be happy for him but I feel like someone is yanking my heart out.
 

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I'm currently being a total creeper and facebook stalking the owner of a dog I owned in late 2011-mid 2012. He was my heart dog and absolutely perfect, him and Crystal loved eachother, he was just the perfect dog I loved him so much. And then my dad gave him away while I was at school one day and lied to me that he ran away. I found out a month later my dad surrendered him. Anyways I found his owner and he's very loved and he gets dressed up regularly and he seems to be living a good life but it is making me sob so hard because I know that he could be living this good life with me if my parents weren't liars and backstabbers. I haven't trusted them once after this incident. It's been three years and I'm still not over it and it's kinda sad that I would still cry over it but whatever. It ****ing sucks. At least he's doing well and the socialization and training I rooted into him as the puppy is benefiting him. idk really. I should be happy for him but I feel like someone is yanking my heart out.

I'm so sorry : ( My sister had a pit mix that I loved and she randomly gave him away without warning, suddenly lying and saying she had developed a dog allergy. I loved him and I miss him and stalk his new owners sometimes too. Glad he's happy but so sorry you don't get to be in his life : (
 

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