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Everyone has their scary dreams. Even I do.
This morning I had the scariest dream of my life.
Rob, the boys, and I were visiting at Rob's mom's. We were all outside, and the boys wanted to play at the park (she lives across the street from one). So, I tell the boys we are going, and have each one grab one of my hands.
As we go to cross, Matthew sees a car coming before I do and pulls back. I step back also. Johnny doesn't.
All of it happened so quickly. The car hits Johnny, I run over to him screaming. I gently pick him up and hold him, screaming for anyone to help. I can hear Rob behind me somewhere screaming as well. I look at him and can tell there that something is dreadfully wrong.
At this point Rob tries to wake me up. He says that once he said my name, I start shaking and stuttering... he thought I was having a seizure. Then I start screaming and crying after he has gotten me awake from this dream.
All I could say was "Johnny.... where is my Johnny...I want Johnny". I am still shaking, and this happened about 20 minutes ago.
It seemed so real... every bit of it. I could even remember all his injuries that I saw...
I am so scared...
This morning I had the scariest dream of my life.
Rob, the boys, and I were visiting at Rob's mom's. We were all outside, and the boys wanted to play at the park (she lives across the street from one). So, I tell the boys we are going, and have each one grab one of my hands.
As we go to cross, Matthew sees a car coming before I do and pulls back. I step back also. Johnny doesn't.
All of it happened so quickly. The car hits Johnny, I run over to him screaming. I gently pick him up and hold him, screaming for anyone to help. I can hear Rob behind me somewhere screaming as well. I look at him and can tell there that something is dreadfully wrong.
At this point Rob tries to wake me up. He says that once he said my name, I start shaking and stuttering... he thought I was having a seizure. Then I start screaming and crying after he has gotten me awake from this dream.
All I could say was "Johnny.... where is my Johnny...I want Johnny". I am still shaking, and this happened about 20 minutes ago.
It seemed so real... every bit of it. I could even remember all his injuries that I saw...
I am so scared...