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All of them are gone now. And I don't want to cry over it, but I'm having an awful time on it... But, they are gone.. Really gone. Just Mika's babies, and Mika is reminding me soo much of them, I want to lock her up somewhere right now, somewhere, where I can't see her, not right beside me.. Because, Shakesphere, and Tosca has her face!! And remind me soo much of them.. I want to forget it already. And forget that Mika had kittens, and that she never had kittens. I got attacthed while they were here, and this is the result, always. I want to lock up all the animals, somewhere, where I don't have to see them right now. Whisper is in her crate, Hershey is in the Utility room, and the cats, Lucky is on top of the counters, where I can't see her, Hunter is hiding somewhere, but most of all, Mika is right next to me... I love her and all, but I don't want to see her right now. But, I'll go over, and give it a shot, at the least. Maybe it will make me feel better. I don't know. Sorry for my ranting. I'm just so upset, that I actually took them somewhere, where I said I wasn't, I feel so stupid, and irresponsible. And I'm going to avoid it with Smokie's babies. Poor Chubs, the last I touched him, he was scared to death. He scratched my arm into pieces. But I can't feel any pain there, just a broken heart. And something will always be missing now. Sorry, I had to rant off my dirty deed. Thank you for reading.