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Well, with the risk, I decided to post here in the hydrant again. I guess as an experiment. I've read and re read this post, and I think its safe to put here on Chaz. I think people should be able to relate to how I'm feeling. I believe I have reason to feel the way I do, and I do need someone to rant to. And I know there are some very few individuals that woudl like to hear from me again considering I have not been active on Chaz in what feels like a very long time.
My Chemistry teacher is a wonderful woman. I love her to death. She's so intelligent and she's honestly one of those people that cares about her students. Her brothers have been in and out of the hospital for a few weeks now. One is dying, if he isn't already dead. She's been in and out of school, sometimes leaving mid day after getting a call about her brother. Today she got a call. It was to tell her that if she wanted to see her brother alive, she'd better get there right now. She's rather close with this brother. She's lived with him all her adult life other than the years she was married. And even worse, today is her birthday. I can't even begin to imagine what she's going through. And I feel so horrible for her that it almost brings me to tears.
But that is only the beginning of this entry. After she left and we went to our last period of the day, our Alg teacher informed us on a few more details about our Chemistry teacher. We also learned that we'd get a substitute teacher that isn't exactly a wonderful person. People call her annoying and condescending. I admit, she's not my favorite substitute people either, but it angered me how people were being so selfish. My Chemistry teacher didn't decide for her brother to die right now. She didnt' want it to happen. I'm SO freaking sorry if her brother's death is an inconvenience for you because you have to put up with a sub that you do not like. I don't know.. it just angers me that people can be so incompassionate.
Not only that, but my sister is helping out this wonderful girl that is a freshman at our school. She's been trying to help her in math and just being a good friend to her. She honestly cares and wants to help her. She's been trying to get to tutor her afterschool once a week in hopes of improving her Algebra grade. This girl is NOT stupid at all, she just needs a little extra help adn things explained in a different way. Our algebra teacher is FANTASTIC, but she does NOT have the time to sit with one student all class period just to help them out. She is, however, in before and afterschool EVERY day for any student that takes the time to go in for extra help. Why can't this girl go in? Because her parents are retarded people that deserve to be shot. They won't let her stay afterschool or go in before school to get help. My sister has TRIED asking them so that she can help this girl with her work. They always come up with excuses. They don't even freaking care about her grades.. they just need a person to be a parent to this girl's younger sister. Because they don't want to be the parents themselves. And to add on to that, they are constantly yelling at her. My sister called to ask about the tutoring thing, and this girl's stepmother started screaming at the girl and my sister could hear it over the phone! I'm not going to get into all of it.. that's only a small portion.
Some people don't deserve the life that they've been given. Some people woudl be better off shot in the head so that the rest of the world doesn't have to put up with them. So that people like this girl wouldn't have to put up with people like her parents.
Reading back through this I sound angry.. and I am.. but more than angry I'm sad. Sad to the point of tears for how horrible I feel about these two things. I'm sad that people have to die slow and painful deaths, and I'm sad that family members have to sit there and watch it. People shouldn't have to die that way. And I'm sad that people are so selfish that for one minute they cannot stop and consider that maybe their petty little problems don't freaking matter. In ten years from now, it will NOT matter if you liked or didn't like that substitute teacher. And I'm sad that such awful people exist and make others' lives a hell. People like that should be spayed and nuetered so that kids don't have to put up with such awful parents.
My Chemistry teacher is a wonderful woman. I love her to death. She's so intelligent and she's honestly one of those people that cares about her students. Her brothers have been in and out of the hospital for a few weeks now. One is dying, if he isn't already dead. She's been in and out of school, sometimes leaving mid day after getting a call about her brother. Today she got a call. It was to tell her that if she wanted to see her brother alive, she'd better get there right now. She's rather close with this brother. She's lived with him all her adult life other than the years she was married. And even worse, today is her birthday. I can't even begin to imagine what she's going through. And I feel so horrible for her that it almost brings me to tears.
But that is only the beginning of this entry. After she left and we went to our last period of the day, our Alg teacher informed us on a few more details about our Chemistry teacher. We also learned that we'd get a substitute teacher that isn't exactly a wonderful person. People call her annoying and condescending. I admit, she's not my favorite substitute people either, but it angered me how people were being so selfish. My Chemistry teacher didn't decide for her brother to die right now. She didnt' want it to happen. I'm SO freaking sorry if her brother's death is an inconvenience for you because you have to put up with a sub that you do not like. I don't know.. it just angers me that people can be so incompassionate.
Not only that, but my sister is helping out this wonderful girl that is a freshman at our school. She's been trying to help her in math and just being a good friend to her. She honestly cares and wants to help her. She's been trying to get to tutor her afterschool once a week in hopes of improving her Algebra grade. This girl is NOT stupid at all, she just needs a little extra help adn things explained in a different way. Our algebra teacher is FANTASTIC, but she does NOT have the time to sit with one student all class period just to help them out. She is, however, in before and afterschool EVERY day for any student that takes the time to go in for extra help. Why can't this girl go in? Because her parents are retarded people that deserve to be shot. They won't let her stay afterschool or go in before school to get help. My sister has TRIED asking them so that she can help this girl with her work. They always come up with excuses. They don't even freaking care about her grades.. they just need a person to be a parent to this girl's younger sister. Because they don't want to be the parents themselves. And to add on to that, they are constantly yelling at her. My sister called to ask about the tutoring thing, and this girl's stepmother started screaming at the girl and my sister could hear it over the phone! I'm not going to get into all of it.. that's only a small portion.
Some people don't deserve the life that they've been given. Some people woudl be better off shot in the head so that the rest of the world doesn't have to put up with them. So that people like this girl wouldn't have to put up with people like her parents.
Reading back through this I sound angry.. and I am.. but more than angry I'm sad. Sad to the point of tears for how horrible I feel about these two things. I'm sad that people have to die slow and painful deaths, and I'm sad that family members have to sit there and watch it. People shouldn't have to die that way. And I'm sad that people are so selfish that for one minute they cannot stop and consider that maybe their petty little problems don't freaking matter. In ten years from now, it will NOT matter if you liked or didn't like that substitute teacher. And I'm sad that such awful people exist and make others' lives a hell. People like that should be spayed and nuetered so that kids don't have to put up with such awful parents.
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