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chloesowner

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sometimes my life sucks. i feel unaccepted un wanted stupid... the list goes on. people bug me and tease me and i am sick and da*n tired of it. i hurt inside, sometimes i wanna just break down and cry and cry and cry... people say things about me and do things to me without thinking i feel like hitting myself in the head and asking myself whats wrong with me? what did i do to you? this is why i love chaz, people dont ridiclude me here
 
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I think everybody feels like that sometimes. I feel like that every now and then, sometimes I worry about what other people think of me. But then I think, "What the HECK do I care what they think of me?! This is my life, I am who I want to be, what they think doesn't matter, they're stupid."
 

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That happens to me too. I think I'm being laughed at behind my back and I think people call me stupid. I only have one friend that I can actually talk too...

You're just probably having one of those weeks. It'll pass. :)
 

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I hope your okay, i feel the same sometimes too. I went through a bad patch when i was 15 (and still am like it now) of feeling depressed and suicidal. I left school and was in care etc..
Things will get better one day.
If you want to talk to me you can email me or add me to msn... [email protected]
 

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no, its one of those years. its not just this year, its happened so many friggin' times in the past. it happens every year, i start off good then comes trouble. its mostly the boys, but some of the girls are pretty..... nasty
 
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Don't listen to what they say, they just want to get a reaction. Don't let them think you're hurt, I find it really annoys people if they realize they won't get a reaction out of you.
 

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Well, mine lasts a long time and frequently. I know how you feel. And then you get so sad that you could cry right there if you had to. I've had that happen. Just look on the bright side of things! Think about a joke! :) Be happy!!! :D
 

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Kittynn said:
I hope your okay, i feel the same sometimes too. I went through a bad patch when i was 15 (and still am like it now) of feeling depressed and suicidal. I left school and was in care etc..
Things will get better one day.
If you want to talk to me you can email me or add me to msn... [email protected]

thanks Kitty, but i dont have an instant messaging account. i am trying to start my own blog, as soon as i get it running ill let you know :) send me an e-mail
 

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your welcome, you can always talk to me here.. etc. Just remember we are all here for you. It will be okay *hugs*
 

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u can talk to me cause i have had kinda the same thing happening to me now exept they do it cuz i have a hearing dissability
 
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Chloesowner...how old are you?
I'm sorry that people are so cruel to you. Personally that's why I like dogs better than people. ;) First of all, I know it's hard when you are young but you have to learn to like yourself. If you know that you are a good person, then that's all that matters. Some people are just assholes and whatever problem they have with themselves, they take it out on others. If you have low self esteem, people pick up on that like and just like animals going after the sick and wounded, they attack. Hold your head up and be proud of who you are! If they say something nasty to you, kill them with kindness in return. I know it's hard but think of yourself as an actress and put on an act. On days when it really gets to you, keep that act up but if you want to go home and have a good cry, there is nothing wrong with that. Trust me when I say that the world gets better once you're out of high school. It's only a temporary thing....just tell yourself that...and do things that make YOU happy.
It's easy to make friends on the internet but it's kind of like a pretend thing, if you think about it. Nobody really KNOWS anybody...just what they're told. Go make some real friends who share your interests....get out and do things. You will feel a lot better!

Jessie
 

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Awwwwww.... chloesowner, listen. If you are feeling bad, just remember all of your blessings. Think of the people that love you. All of the people that responded to this thread love you! Don't worry, Chloe loves you!
 

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I empathise.. I was depressed when I was 15 and left highschool keep trying to piece my life back together but just keep scr.. I mean, messing it up. I am here to talk if you need me.
 

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Chloe ...it's your age honey , and in some ways it won't get better until many moons from now. I think you are very mature for a 12 yr. old , which may p*ss off your friends. Sit tight and don't wish the years away.....believe me, they fly by too quickly !! I still remember how I acted/felt/etc when I was your age 60 years ago !! Isn't an easy age. There were only about 7 in my class, and I didn't have friends and hung out with my brother's friends ( 3 years older)....so, I too was wiser than my years. ....Hey !! I turned out O.K.!!! Grammy .
 

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Everybody gets teased, I do, popular kids do, my friends do, unpopular kids do. Just something you have to go through.
 

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I was in the group of people who get teased all the time when I was in junior high. The sad thing probably is that my own twin sister was among the kids who were making life h***.

Anyway, it does get better when you change school. It went much better for me in high school, and even better at university. So don't let a few idiots put you down. If it helps any, know that most kids only do it because they feel the way I do and don't want to be excluded. At least you don't get so low just to fit in, and that's what matters.
 

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