You guys, I just cannot even say what I am feeling right now.
I didn't expect so much support and I'm just overwhelmed with it. The hugs, telling me you guys think I gave her a good life (I so hope I did give her everything she deserved), the fact that so many of you seemed to care about Lucy. . .Thank you. That's all I can say because there's just too much gratitude. <3
God, I miss her so much. At first, even though she obviously is not here, I almost convinced myself she was on vacation or something. Stupid, I know. But it's so unbelievably hard to absorb that she is not coming back. I keep on finding myself begging, "Just 5 more minutes with her. Let me hug her. Let me kiss her head. Let me play 'patty cake' with her." But I know there wasn't enough time, and there never could be.
I'm sorry. This thread is for Lucy and for remembering her how she was in life. I don't want it to be full of all my silly thoughts. I just can't help it sometimes.