I just... don't know what to do. I've been pretty lonely since moving here. I have family here and coworkers that I like. I do art classes and also dog training classes (2 of them). But I have a serious lack of friends/people in my stage of life here. I just feel very alone on that front. Really no one to just go hang out with at all. I've been visiting churches trying to get into a group here that I like. And I found one I really liked the people in. They did lots of hangouts and stuff. Super super nice and welcoming and fun people. But they were all so much younger than me. I'll be honest, I would eventually like a boyfriend. I don't feel like I would have found that there. And then there is also no other singles group to move up into. It's just the one. And I'm not fond of the pastor and his sermon style either. Been to a few others and felt 'meh'. Went to one tonight. I got a good reception and friendly email from them. I was really stoked about visiting. I went and it was alright. I definitely fit in better age-wise and the fact that these people weren't still in school. But I just felt...off about it. They were friendly but I kept thinking about how I was welcomed at the other church and felt more comfortable with the people faster. And it seemed like everyone but me was paired up and dating. So I felt like a third wheel there. Maybe it's too soon to write it off. They're having a Halloween party that I'm going to go to. Maybe just give it a few weeks. I will say the lesson was perfectly applicable to me. It was about knowing there is a plan for you but also not sitting around and waiting for it to just happen. You have to be proactive as well. I've been hoping for a blaring sign of 'this is your church!' and still haven't found it. Or maybe neither is right for me? I just sometimes feel like I just don't quite belong anywhere at all. Urgh. I was really excited to go check it out and now I'm all upset.