It is nearly 4am and I find myself sitting here wide awake when everyone else is sleeping. I just spent that past hour going through old posts. I made the mistake of reading a previous thread I started back when Gretta was sick. I remember that day I posted that thread and how low I felt. I had so much sadness in my heart. I didn't ever think I would get over the day she took her last breath. I stupidly read through the whole thread and found myself in tears within seconds of starting to read it. It brought back that sad day with a vengence. Oh gosh I relived the whole thing all over again. I feel so empty and sad right now. I know it's probably a natural response when you rehash sad moments in your life. I just loved my dogs soooooo much and to lose all 3 of them within such a short time nearly killed me. I just wanted to know if anyone else starts to cry at the drop of a dime when old memories are triggered of beloved pets who have passed on to the rainbow bridge? I wish I could get that vivid memory of her last breath out of my head. I don't think I will ever forget that day.