I'm such a mess right now... can't stop crying

[skittledoo]

I just found out yesterday that one of my really really close friends from back in Virginia was found dead in his home. I've mentioned him and his wife on Chaz before and a couple chazzers actually knew him as well. I used to work with him as well for quite a few years and we used to carpool to work.

He and his wife (who is also a really close friend of mine) just recently got in a divorce. Their divorce literally finalized a few days ago. When they separated he started doing a ton of drugs and lost a lot of weight. I'm waiting to hear the results from the autopsy report, but we think he might have OD'd...

I'm such a mess. I'm in shock... I can't believe he is gone... I just talked to him the other day too and he didn't sound as goofy as he usually is... sounded serious... way too serious. I really really miss him and I've been on and off again crying non stop and I couldn't sleep last night as well.

I really really need a hug right now. I'm just so shocked...

 

[Beanie]

OMG, how sad. =< (((((BIG HUGS)))))

 

[skittledoo]

Just got a phone call. they are still waiting on the autopsy results but they found that his heart was enlarged and something was wrong with his veins... I know he also has sleep apnea badly and they say that maybe it could have been something to do with his sleep apnea... i dunno

 

[Lilavati]

<<HUGS>> I'm so sorry

 

[CaliTerp07]

I'm so sorry, Amber

 

[Doberluv]

Oh gosh! That is just the saddest thing. Was he fairly young? I'm really sorry for your grief. ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

[Renee750il]

(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) There really aren't words, Amber.

 

[Domestika]

I'm really, really sorry to hear that. It may have just been one of those freak things, if he had heart problems. Though, drugs tend to exacerbate a whole slew of medical conditions. This must be really upsetting for his newly ex-wife and all his friends. So sorry.

 

[skittledoo]

thank you so much guys... everyone has been emailing me and messaging me on facebook like crazy... he was like 27 or 28... born in march of 83... i cant do math

 

[Fran101]

I'm so sorry ((HUGS)) we are always here if you want to talk!

 

[RD]

((((((((((hugs))))))))))) Amber. I'm so sorry hon!

 

[AllieMackie]

Oh my goodness. I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))

 

[JessLough]

I am so sorry Amber ((((((HUGS)))))) and Rosey offers some cuddles as well

 

[Romy]

(((hugs)))

 

[oakash]

I'm so sorry Amber

(((((((hugs)))))))))

 

[jess2416]

(((((((HUGEHUGS))))))))

Im so sorry for your loss

 

[TehNando]

*hug hug hug

 

[Baxter'smybaby]

oh Amber--I'm so sorry.

 

[skittledoo]

thank you so much guys.

 

[LilahRoot]

I'm really sorry. I, unfortunately, know what it feels like to lose a dear friend unexpectedly. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}