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I never got a call back, so I called them back. Apparently my mom did get a mental evaluation done, but that is all the more they can tell me (can't release medical record information to me).
I don't know if she's home.. don't know if they put her on meds. I don't know anything at all.. and I don't know how to feel. Yesterday she was on the computer (left a facebook message on someone's wall)... so, either they didn't take her in until tonight, or took her in the other night and have already released her.
I've already sent my letter to her, explaining to her that I love her, but that I can't let her see Mason until she accepts professional help and medication for her illness.
Still wanting to send a letter to my dad.. telling him how he failed as a father, and failed as a husband to my mom too.
After I made the call, I felt good. But now.. I guess I just don't like not knowing what happened or is happening. I know I've done all that I can, and it is time to let go.. It is just hard to do that.
I guess the reality is really setting in.. that I lost my mom. She was screwed up, but I at least had a mom. And now I don't. And now I'm mourning that loss. How does someone recover from something like this? When does it stop hurting?
I don't know if she's home.. don't know if they put her on meds. I don't know anything at all.. and I don't know how to feel. Yesterday she was on the computer (left a facebook message on someone's wall)... so, either they didn't take her in until tonight, or took her in the other night and have already released her.
I've already sent my letter to her, explaining to her that I love her, but that I can't let her see Mason until she accepts professional help and medication for her illness.
Still wanting to send a letter to my dad.. telling him how he failed as a father, and failed as a husband to my mom too.
After I made the call, I felt good. But now.. I guess I just don't like not knowing what happened or is happening. I know I've done all that I can, and it is time to let go.. It is just hard to do that.
I guess the reality is really setting in.. that I lost my mom. She was screwed up, but I at least had a mom. And now I don't. And now I'm mourning that loss. How does someone recover from something like this? When does it stop hurting?