This thread moves me to tears..
I've always loved kids. Even when I was a little kid myself, I dreamed about being a mother. I'd play with dolls and pretended to be their mother!. I wished to feel the love similar to the love my mom had for me, I'd immitated how she'd read to me, play with me and imagined to one day do it to my own kids.. I guess having received soooo much love from my mom & saw how much joy she had had with me made me wish to be at the given end of it.
Now that I'm happily married, having a good job & own a house, the only thing missing in my life is a baby!. So many times I've questioned God in prayers why He hasn't blessed us with one yet - but somehow through the twists & turns of life, HE's always managed to answer my question! So while I am having this burning desire to have a kid, I'm totally at peace with not having one RIGHT NOW. I know one day we'd be parents. Exactly when we'd be blessed with the gift of a baby depends on the ONE who's giving the blessing
In the mean time, we're trying very hard to conceive, the "doing our best" part of the equation. The rest we entrust to God.
We ask that you'd pray for us, too. That is if you don't mind, of course.