I legally emancipated from my parents when I was a teenager. I know tough childhoods, I was in the foster system, many of the friends I had were in the same boat. I was one of the lucky ones and ended up in a foster home that was a wonderful home. So I feel that I am qualified to talk about really screwed up families.
Paige, I don't envy you one tiny bit. You are about to embark on a tremendous journey as a mother and a single mother as that. I wish that I could tell you the road ahead will be easy, but parenthood is never easy. But I can assure you that the love you will feel for your child will be the single most amazing thing you have ever felt. As a mother you will want to do the best by your child that you can. And that will be your job...you are not the father and it is not your job to be that. Your ex will either step up to the plate or he will not. The most you can do for your child is to be the best mother you can and be there for your child when it needs a parent. If your ex chooses to not be a part of your childs life, that should be his decision. You will be there either way and that is what will matter the most when the child becomes an adult. Trust me...this I know all too well. Not everyone has had the same experiences Breeze has had, I disagree that your child will think it best if you keep the father away. And this is coming from someone who has also been there.
If the father is abusive to the child- then sure! He should not have any role, but if he is the worst dead beat dad in the world he is still the childs father and that doesn't make you any less of a mother. Don't worry about his role, worry about yours. And things will unfold the way they will.
Paige, I don't envy you one tiny bit. You are about to embark on a tremendous journey as a mother and a single mother as that. I wish that I could tell you the road ahead will be easy, but parenthood is never easy. But I can assure you that the love you will feel for your child will be the single most amazing thing you have ever felt. As a mother you will want to do the best by your child that you can. And that will be your job...you are not the father and it is not your job to be that. Your ex will either step up to the plate or he will not. The most you can do for your child is to be the best mother you can and be there for your child when it needs a parent. If your ex chooses to not be a part of your childs life, that should be his decision. You will be there either way and that is what will matter the most when the child becomes an adult. Trust me...this I know all too well. Not everyone has had the same experiences Breeze has had, I disagree that your child will think it best if you keep the father away. And this is coming from someone who has also been there.
If the father is abusive to the child- then sure! He should not have any role, but if he is the worst dead beat dad in the world he is still the childs father and that doesn't make you any less of a mother. Don't worry about his role, worry about yours. And things will unfold the way they will.