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I dont think anyone knows here, but I grew up with some anger management issues. Its gotten better over the years. My teens were bad. But every once in awhile it still gets the better of me, and my ways of dealing with it aren't always good.
Today something upsetting happened. Not gonna get into the story, but I was extremely angry, and it was pretty much tension that has been building up for some time now. I tried calming myself, but that ended up going out the window when I punched a wall. Stupid me.
I broke my pinky above the knuckle. The part that is on your hand. I broke it badly. Clean through. The doctor had to straighten the bones, because they were overlapping. I might need surgery to put pins in my finger. I am currently in a splint up to my elbow.
Thankfully I got 40 vicodin for pain.
I look back at my childhood. Watching my dad break and hit things to deal with his own anger. Its what I grew up with. I learned it as a way to deal with things. And I still struggle with it. I've broken bones and got stitches from my anger problems before. Its not fun. Its something that doesn't happen very often, thankfully. Last time was 3 years ago.
Today something upsetting happened. Not gonna get into the story, but I was extremely angry, and it was pretty much tension that has been building up for some time now. I tried calming myself, but that ended up going out the window when I punched a wall. Stupid me.
I broke my pinky above the knuckle. The part that is on your hand. I broke it badly. Clean through. The doctor had to straighten the bones, because they were overlapping. I might need surgery to put pins in my finger. I am currently in a splint up to my elbow.
Thankfully I got 40 vicodin for pain.
I look back at my childhood. Watching my dad break and hit things to deal with his own anger. Its what I grew up with. I learned it as a way to deal with things. And I still struggle with it. I've broken bones and got stitches from my anger problems before. Its not fun. Its something that doesn't happen very often, thankfully. Last time was 3 years ago.