It hit me the other night, as I was propped up in bed, with my stacks of pillows behind me, computer across my knees and three dogs curled around me snuffling and twitching in their dreams, how natural that is to me, and when I closed the computer and set it aside and settled down into the pillows and the dogs shifted in their sleep to accommodate my shape, Kharma shifting just enough to become part of a pillow for me, Tallulah uncurling just enough to nestle her head in my neck, Bimmer, as always, guarding at the foot of the bed with his head to the door, that I am very nearly one of them in so many ways.
And yes, that does sound marginally crazed to a lot of people (probably not so much here, lol). And it may very well be. The gods know that all I know of truly loving and looking at the world I learned from my dogs and even a couple of cats. I suppose there are many worse teachers.