I don't consider myself sociopath just anti social. I'm not a psycho, your talking about me like I am Norman Bates :/ I never have not do I now have the desire to harm another person, I just don't want them around me ... In most cases.
I had a very tough childhood at the hands of my peers, some of it was even physical ... But most of it was emotionally damaging.
No, actually, I did not talk about you like you were any person, nor did I call you a "sociopath" which is a clinically incorrect term. I suggested you seek treatment for your apparent sociopathic personality disorder. There are a variety of personality disorders that fall into that category, as well as personality disorders that do not fall into that category. Being that I am not a licensed psychologist nor having ever treated you I cannot tell you which you fall into. However being a student of psychology, as well as an empathetic human being, I can strongly and sincerely recommend you seek treatment from a qualified, talented professional. Your behaviour and comments on this forum strongly suggest it is a sociopathic personality disorder which is what leads me to suggest you seek someone who is talented in that area, or at the very least in the area of personality disorders in general.
Antisocial personality disorder is in fact a sociopathic personality disorder. It is, also, different from simply being "antisocial."
You have in general displayed disregard for other people's feelings and opinions, display an inability to accept blame or guilt, and as far as not wanting to harm people, you said quite happily in the venting thread that you had no qualms about threatening to shoot your neighbour. "We have guns and we aren't afraid to use them" implies violence. I'm sure this is where you'll tell me that's not what you meant, but it IS what you said and I'm fairly certain most logical individuals would infer the same meaning as I did.
I am not being mean. I'm not calling you names or saying you are a sociopath or that I think you will hurt anybody, although it is certainly clear that your words have emotionally hurt many people on this forum. Your admittance of having an abusive childhood that left you with emotional damage does nothing to dissuade me from my suggestion. It is a very sincere one.
Seek talented professional psychological help.