I am so depressed and its just annoying. Every time I get slightly happy or something good goes on in my life something else shoots me back down where I belong....... I am involved with a guy I really like but just broke up with his girlfriend I would say a week or so ago. I had nothing to do with it whatsoever but she seems to think I did. So now im being threatened on a daily basis by her and she is pretty much telling me there better not be anything going on with him and I 
. So that makes life just oh so wonderful.
Then my stepsister, step neice, and her bf are moving out of my dads. Well actually they moved out last night. And from what I get from it I won't be seeing her or my neice for a long LONG time. Which sucks because she was my one claim to sanity other then Mishka down there. So that means Smokey is gone too.
My bestfriends great uncle died in a fire about 2 weeks ago. I met him a bunch of times and even stayed at his house with her quite a few times. He was 93 years old but he didn't seem that way. The only thing that gave away how feeble he was was that he had to use a walker and had a couple strokes. Anyways his home caught on fire on a Monday and we think it wa caused by the pipe he smoked. They say he died of smoke inhilation (SP?) and the heat in general they say he was actually not burned. And yes he had numerouse smoke detectors that were given new batteries every month. And so it is hard still dealing with that.
Im sick and feel miserable of course and missed yet anouther day of school today. I am off my depression and social anxeity disorder meds until im healthy again. So im a walk bilboard for mental health problems at the moment. Im tired and just want to sleep all day and all night cuddled up in bed with Pixie and Rooney and not eat just because im simply not hungary. I have tried really tried to get my spirits up and its just not happening.
Okay im done for now on this rant.
. So that makes life just oh so wonderful.Then my stepsister, step neice, and her bf are moving out of my dads. Well actually they moved out last night. And from what I get from it I won't be seeing her or my neice for a long LONG time. Which sucks because she was my one claim to sanity other then Mishka down there. So that means Smokey is gone too.
My bestfriends great uncle died in a fire about 2 weeks ago. I met him a bunch of times and even stayed at his house with her quite a few times. He was 93 years old but he didn't seem that way. The only thing that gave away how feeble he was was that he had to use a walker and had a couple strokes. Anyways his home caught on fire on a Monday and we think it wa caused by the pipe he smoked. They say he died of smoke inhilation (SP?) and the heat in general they say he was actually not burned. And yes he had numerouse smoke detectors that were given new batteries every month. And so it is hard still dealing with that.
Im sick and feel miserable of course and missed yet anouther day of school today. I am off my depression and social anxeity disorder meds until im healthy again. So im a walk bilboard for mental health problems at the moment. Im tired and just want to sleep all day and all night cuddled up in bed with Pixie and Rooney and not eat just because im simply not hungary. I have tried really tried to get my spirits up and its just not happening.
Okay im done for now on this rant.
