You know what? Your feelings are your feelings and they are just as valid as anyone else's. You've had a crapton of stuff hit all at once, high-anxiety kinds of stuff and you've every right to feel what you feel. Stop making yourself feel worse by comparing your situation to anyone else's. That's not what it's about -- it's about how you feel. ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))
Now, suck it up and give yourself permission to come apart at the seams a little.