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[ma-vie-en-vert]

My grandfather died this morning. This sucks. I don't even know what to say, or do, or anything. I can't even cry, I'm just in shock. I knew it was coming, but that doesn't make it any easier.

And what makes things worse, is my other grandpa passed away not even a year ago. He went on New Years day.

I just want to cry, and I can't. I feel like there's something ripping my heart out. It just hurts so much.

 

[NicoleLJ]

(((Hugs)))

 

[jess2416]

Im so sorry for your loss ((hugs))

 

[~Jessie~]

I am so sorry for your loss

(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))

 

[bubbatd]

I'm so sorry !!! How's your Grandmother doing ?? Was he your maternal or paternal Grandparent ?

 

[skittledoo]

((hugs)) I'm so sorry hun

 

[smkie]

(((((HUGS))))))) I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[Izzy's Valkyrie]

((((( huggles))))

 

[ma-vie-en-vert]

I'm so sorry !!! How's your Grandmother doing ?? Was he your maternal or paternal Grandparent ?

Paternal.

My grandma is not doing good at all. Her and my grandpa had such a close tight bond, they loved eachother so much. She had so many problems dealing with him being sick, and now that he's gone, I dunno. She kept saying it would be better for him to go, he'd stop suffering, but from what my mom told me this morning, she's took a turn for the worst.

 

[bubbatd]

It must be hard on your Dad . How old was he ?? It's hard to lose a mate ....

 

[ma-vie-en-vert]

He was 82, I believe.

Yeah he's been tough on my dad, he's been doing so much for my grandma (and he's an only child, so I've been the only other person to help him). I think he's happy the suffering is over though. My grandpa had been sick for 3 years now, so it's done, he's in a better place now.

Now if I can just keep remembering to tell myself that, maybe this won't be so tough.

 

[bubbatd]

That's tough !

 

[Baxter'smybaby]

I'm sorry--it is hard even if you know the suffering has ended, it's still a loss. ((HUGS)) for you and your family.

 

[ma-vie-en-vert]

Thank you so much everyone.

 

[Buddy'sParents]

I am so sorry. ((HUGS))

 

[Barb04]

I'm so sorry. Take each day one at a time and do the best you can.

 

[MyHorseMyRules]

I'm so sorry for your loss.
(((HUGS)))