I feel like I'm drowning.
I went over to visit with Missy and my parents, and I saw what we've been fearing since the first day of her diagnosis. Long story short, I have the weekend with my girl and then she'll be helped across the bridge. They have been carrying her around for the past week, and she's lost control of her bowels, and she hates it...
I'm completely heart broken and devistated. I have so many things I want to do with her this weekend... but I know there's not enough time or energy for it. She will be spoiled and loved. I can hardly stand to see her unhappy, it breaks my heart. I am going to miss her SO. MUCH. It's not fair I hate this
I went over to visit with Missy and my parents, and I saw what we've been fearing since the first day of her diagnosis. Long story short, I have the weekend with my girl and then she'll be helped across the bridge. They have been carrying her around for the past week, and she's lost control of her bowels, and she hates it...
I'm completely heart broken and devistated. I have so many things I want to do with her this weekend... but I know there's not enough time or energy for it. She will be spoiled and loved. I can hardly stand to see her unhappy, it breaks my heart. I am going to miss her SO. MUCH. It's not fair I hate this
I wish you got more time with her. Try to enjoy the weekend.
{{hugs}}