vibes for this week please...

[Beanie]

at some point this week I am (supposedly) going to sit down with the PD and we'll see what happens. I guess I am hoping he offers me a position. it means more money, and nothing else I have applied for has panned out, so this is pretty much my only option at the moment.
I don't know. I wish I was more excited about it. I would like it to happen so I can make some major changes in my life, work and otherwise, but I'm not like OMG OMG NEW JOB SO EXCITING or anything. there are definitely some perks to it besides a pay raise. but I've really lost my passion for my day job, and it sucks, because once upon a time I honestly did love my job. who knows, maybe this will make me love my job again. I guess it's possible.

not even sure what exactly I'm asking for vibes for. plus I think chaz vibes must be a jinx for me or something haha. I guess I really just need some prayers for strength to keep getting out of bed every day really. I am in constant need of strength these days.

 

[Renee750il]

~~~~~~VIBES~~~~~~

And sounds like you could really use some (((((((HUGS))))))) too. Tallulah offers to poke you with her nose then snugglegrunt.

 

[Dizzy]

Take it. Take the money. Keep looking

 

[Moth]

It does sound like (((Hugs))) are in order...

I hope things turn out in a way that will make you happier

 

[Doberluv]

Vibes on their way. I'm sorry you're feeling so hum drum...but hopefully, you can work on brainwashing yourself into more enthusiasm. It can be done. LOL. Just count your blessings that you have a job at all. These days, that's a pretty good prize. Lots of luck to you!

 

[Jules]

((((HUGS))))

I agree, take it, take the money, take any and all experience you can get. Then, keep looking, you never know what doors a new, fresh opportunity might open, even if it doesn't seem perfect right now. I was a bit nervous before I started my current job a couple months ago... And I don't love it, but I'm learning a lot of different things and I think it'll be good in the long run (I lived and breathed victim advocacy type of jobs- I landed in the public defender's office here to give you an idea.. Lol!)!

Hang in there, it WILL get better!

 

[Doberluv]

That is so true...that it might be a conduit toward another, better job later on.

 

[Beanie]

Welp, PD has yet to say anything to me. My APD hasn't heard anything and we've both agreed we are tired of chasing this down and neither of us are going to say anything anymore. we're just done.

i hate everything right now.
and I just swore loudly and banged a handful of envelopes on the mail meter machine and I'm pretty sure everybody in the building heard it and now some of them are looking at me fearfully because this may in fact be the day I flip out.

 

[Taqroy]

((((((HUGS))))))) I'm sorry Beanie.