Rogue is going in to the vet to be pts this week. Most likely Friday, but possibly Wednesday, depending on when I can get an appointment. He is suffering, and it really is apparent. I think this needed to be done a month ago, but I was selfish and kept trying everything I could to keep him alive, because *I* was not ready to say goodbye. Every time I think about it, I start to cry, and that day is going to be the hardest day of my life. But, I know I have to do what is best for him. When a pet cannot walk for more than 2 minutes without flopping down to breathe, or when he has to sleep on the hard as opposed to the bed so he can breathe, and cannot get a goodnight sleep and get comfortable, it is time. This is all possible to an amazing member on chaz They had read my other thread, and promptly sent me a message telling me they will send the money. As payback, the ferret rescue will be getting a matching donation in Rogue's honour, when I have the money.