My dad has had three surgeries in less than a week and is still on the ventilator. He was supposed to be home in just a few days, and now they're thinking it will be weeks.
My MRI results from last week came back weird, and they scheduled me with a neurosurgeon and had me do a bunch of blood tests RIGHT NOW NOW NOW and kept calling my mom even though I've given them my correct phone number, and it was scary. The neurosurgeon said I don't need surgery on his end; I have cysts in my spine, and the blood tests all look normal. I still need to see a spinal surgeon and see if there's something wrong with my hardware, but at least it doesn't look like I have cancer. It was still scary, though.
My mom bitched me out on the phone today because she's (understandably) upset, but I'm upset too and I really don't appreciate being yelled at for looking 'sullen' and 'pouty' because I'm scared, upset, and overly tired. She's purposefully misunderstanding things I'm saying, and whenever I talk to my sister about ANYTHING she has to rehash what I said a thousand times with my mom until they come up with some secret mean interpretation that isn't accurate.
It also turns out my boyfriend lied about being enrolled in classes this summer to me, and I'm trying to decide if I'm going to be able to forgive that. He came clean three days later, and I'm not mad about dropping the classes; I'm mad about the lying. He keeps asking why I'm mad in front of people like he can force me to forgive him by using social pressure, and that's making me madder.
I'm supposed to be at work this week and I haven't been because I've been watching Zoey and going to the hospital and running around, which I don't mind doing, but I also am afraid I'm getting behind and I feel guilty and anxious when I'm at work (because I don't get cell reception) and guilty and anxious when I'm not at work because I want to be there.
My roommate had the AC set to 70 degrees all day because I was gone. It was 105 out; so it was trying to cool the house by 35 degrees. We discussed it and settled on 78-80. I pay utilities, and I'm pretty irritated by that.
And if one more person asks me what's wrong, I might accidentally punch them in the face.