A month has passed, and it is still so difficult. Everytime I remember Travis, I get very, very sad and always cry. The only thing that helps fill the void is to see how happy-go-lucky Bella is now. She used to need Travis' permission to get affection and other attention, now she's number one, and seems to enjoy it.
The most difficult part is how quiet the house is now. Bella rarely barks, and never whines. Travis was a constant whiner, and barked at everything. It used to be annoying, now it is missed - how odd things turn out!
At first I wanted a companion for Bella as soon as possible, but now we are going to wait awhile, and give Bella all of our pet attention for awhile. A good friend has asked us to care for her dog (6-yr old mix) while she travels, but we have to examine that more closely.
Life continues to be an adjustment for us all - but how glad I am to be fortunate to have had the time we've had with all of our dogs. Another reason why I want another dog is that I cannot imagine being without at least one dog, and they can leave us oh so quickly. But I feel we have been truly blessed as dog-lovers, and look forward to more fond memories of our special "kids" - the ones we've loved and lost, the ones we have and continue to love, and the ones in our future, who will get the love built from all of them.
Thanks again to all.
Phil