I haven't been on for a while. For good reason too (there aren't very many for staying off Chaz )
A small update on the chaos that has become my life....
*bailiffs invaded and occupied most of my home on November 6th illegally, police could not do much. Citing it as a civil matter and from the facts that the bailiffs were working on orders from our bank/creditors
*said bailiff/creditors seized my family's home on November 7th
*i was taken to hospital by a police requested EMT after I melted down, barricaded myself inside the house, and wanted to kill myself. The police was called by me after I just couldn't take it anymore - the breaking point was hearing one of them suggest bear spraying katalin to get her out of the way.
*i am currently in the Psych unit of Vancouver General and will be discharged on Tuesday. Been in the unit under the mental health act since the 7th.
*i have no place to go at the moment. A B&B rented with what little money I have will be the final recourse should I not be able to find a friends couch or something by Tuesday. I can't face shelter life.
*my father is missing, my mother and brother aren't taking my calls nor have they once visited me or checked in. They took off awhile ago, leaving myself and dad to fend for our home.
*i am having emotional difficulties - Emiley and other people have been in my thoughts and its just been really hard in general. It's really difficult......
Will give a comprehensive report once I have more time and a laptop (writing this from my iPad on Starbucks wifi).
Hope everyone is well, safe, and appreciating their loved ones and life <3. Please send vibes, prayers, and whatever else you could spare for myself, my dad, and our situation right now.
Special thanks to Xandra and Romy. Both of you have been amazing in this. I have no words to express my gratitude. Thank you both so very much <3
A small update on the chaos that has become my life....
*bailiffs invaded and occupied most of my home on November 6th illegally, police could not do much. Citing it as a civil matter and from the facts that the bailiffs were working on orders from our bank/creditors
*said bailiff/creditors seized my family's home on November 7th
*i was taken to hospital by a police requested EMT after I melted down, barricaded myself inside the house, and wanted to kill myself. The police was called by me after I just couldn't take it anymore - the breaking point was hearing one of them suggest bear spraying katalin to get her out of the way.
*i am currently in the Psych unit of Vancouver General and will be discharged on Tuesday. Been in the unit under the mental health act since the 7th.
*i have no place to go at the moment. A B&B rented with what little money I have will be the final recourse should I not be able to find a friends couch or something by Tuesday. I can't face shelter life.
*my father is missing, my mother and brother aren't taking my calls nor have they once visited me or checked in. They took off awhile ago, leaving myself and dad to fend for our home.
*i am having emotional difficulties - Emiley and other people have been in my thoughts and its just been really hard in general. It's really difficult......
Will give a comprehensive report once I have more time and a laptop (writing this from my iPad on Starbucks wifi).
Hope everyone is well, safe, and appreciating their loved ones and life <3. Please send vibes, prayers, and whatever else you could spare for myself, my dad, and our situation right now.
Special thanks to Xandra and Romy. Both of you have been amazing in this. I have no words to express my gratitude. Thank you both so very much <3