I can't believe I forgot to mention this. A couple of days ago I was talking to my mum about training and stuff. She asked me what I wanted to do and I said that was it. She asked if I knew what courses I wanted to do, I said yeah. but it was expensive so I was thinking about saving up for next year. She just said "I'll pay for it" she said because she'd be paying a fair bit for school if I was going and probably be chipping in on uni if I was going then she's happy to pay for this because she's not paying for the other stuff. So OMG. She said to get some information and application forms and we'll check it out. There is a course that starts in May, but there is another that starts in August, considering it involves 2 trips halfway across the country on my own I'm happoy to wait a while and prepare. I was looking at a freelance journalism course I could do my correspondence that is pretty cheap and she offered to pay for that and I was shell shocked, so for her to offer this is unbeliavble, the best thing that could ever happen. I still remeber years ago when I first found this course, it was when the whole "dog obsession" thing for me started. I saw a show on people that trained dogs for movies and though it woudl be the coolest job which research for that in turn led me to chaz. .. I havn't actually thought about this much in the last couple of days but ... its exciting.