Rest in Peace Cinnamon, My little Swettie.

Discussion in 'Rainbow Bridge - Dog Memorials' started by Cinnamon00, Oct 15, 2012.

  1. Cinnamon00

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    I'm heartbroken and I can't handle it... My baby is gone, I can't believe it. It hurts like hell right now.... And it hurts even more knowing that I couldn't see her one last time before she went to the rainbow bridge. She passed away, today in the morning at the animal hospital. I seriously feel like I abandoned her there. I know I had to leave her there to make her feel better but I feel like crap,I can't help it, can't help feeling guilty hoping that there was something more I could have done.. We left her there during the weekend because her kidneys were failing and the vet said that they needed to treat her as she was dehydrated for not being able to eat and they were going to try and heal her... but I guess it wasn't meant to be. She gave me the best 12 years of my life and I'll always treasure that But I can't get used to her not being with me. The only thing that quills my pain a little is knowing she didn't suffer, the vet said she went peacefully,asleep. Thank you for everything... you were my best friend, my companion and I'll always love you....
    Rest in peace my little angel. Run free like you loved to do. I love you.



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    ^ My fave pic of her.......

    Cinnamon: 7/4/00-10/15/12
     
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    :( I'm so sorry. Don't feel bad you did what you thought was best for her.
     
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    Laurelin I'm All Ears

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    Oh I am so so sorry. :( It is really hard when you can't be there. Harry passed away in his sleep while at the vet. It was devastating.

    Lots of (((((hugs))))) for you.
     
  4. MafiaPrincess

    MafiaPrincess Obvious trollsare Obvious

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    I am so sorry. You did what cinnamon needed. We never have enough time with them, ever. *hugs*
     
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    I'm so sorry. Play hard, Cinnamon.
     
  6. Baxter'smybaby

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    so sorry--rest in peace little one.
     
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    I'm so sorry! She knows you didn't abandon her - she knows you were doing everything you could to help her.
     
  8. Cinnamon00

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    Thanks :). I do hope she knows I didn't leave her there on purpose, though I know and hope that where ever she is now, she's happy <3 Maybe we'll meet again someday.
     
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    I am so sorry for your loss.
     
  10. Barb04

    Barb04 Love my pets Staff Member

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    My heart goes out to you. Maybe in Cinnamon's own way it was all of her love she had for you not wanting you to see her pass. She went peacefully. Take one day at a time and try to remember all the good times & love you shared. Hugs
     
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    She was so cute. I'm sorry. Don't feel bad, you did the best thing you could have done for her.. I would have done just the same thing. You couldn't have known.
     

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