"It's not fair"

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  1. poeluvr

    poeluvr New Member

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    This is my beloved boggles story.
    One day I was born. I opened my eyes to find my mother licking my face and cleaning me. I loved my mother and my brothers and sisters we played and played.
    One day my sister got taken away then my brothers, i and my brother were left. So they put me in a pet shop. It was cramped and families would come to take all my new friends home, but not me. I noticed as weeks flew by I was getting bigger, and tinier and tinier doggies semmed to be arriving. I was starting to beleive nobody wanted me
    One day a thirteen year old girl arrived, she heard my story and i was finally taken home. She loved me so much. I grew and grew, but no matter how i grew she loved me all the same, and i loved her.
    Then we moved, and she cried, but there i was to comfort her. Many a time when we were still lying on her bed she would whisper "without you i wouldn't know what to do, you are my everything with that i knew i was her dog.
    Sometimes people in my house weren't always nice to me, but she stook up for me and so did her mom.
    These were the roughest years of her life, she felt worthless lots of time, and though she had friends, to me she'd cry on. There I would lay and listen to her heart beat until her tears stopped and she drifted to sleep.
    One day in feburary 2005, I was laying beside her, and her mother. Content as could be. I felt a little shiver. Then my heart felt like it exploded. My whole body was shaking, I was shaking uncontroably, so that my head kept hitting the coffee table. She let out a scream, and her mom moved the coffee table away. I was taken to the vets that night. He told her, and her dad there wasn't much to worry about. "Some dogs have these seizures only once in their life, and if he gets worse medication will do the trick"
    She felt uneasy about me though and kept asking her step-father to keep him over night just incase, but he didn't listen.
    That night I had another seizure. This one was so bad i couldn't get up. I was taken to the hospital, and the doctor said there wasn't much hope i had brain damage, and i had to be put to sleep.
    She came to see me, i was on a towel, but when i saw her and my family my legs were going a mile a minute, i wanted to give her tons and tons of kisses. But i couldn't, I started to whine and she started to crysaying "it's not fair, he's only four!". They asked if she wanted to be here when it was done, she said yes.
    They put me on the table. A vet had a big needle, but i wasn't focusing on her, i was looking at lea, her, she was holding my paw and saying "Ilove you swetie" I love her too. I couldn't wait till I got better.
    The vet poked something in me and she started to cry. I know understood, I wouldn't be seeing her after this. My eyes were closing, but i still saw her,"Good bye" she said.
    I remembered her lying with me, taking me for walks, picking me to be her puppy. But now i must rest and wait...for her.
     
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    necterine0 New Member

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    My grandma always said that "to have a good heart felt cry is good for the heart and soul, make's them stronger." I must have the strongest heart and soul, for every time i read these stories i become a blubbering baby.

    Good story(((sniff))
     
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    What a heartfelt story. Thanks for sharing. I'm going to go bawl my eyes out now. (((HUGS)))
     
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    That was so touching....
     
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    {{{ hugs }}} and tears.
     
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    Sometimes we have to remember, that even if they are only with us for short time, if we filled their lives with love . . . it is really all that matters in the end.

    Very touching story.
     
  7. poeluvr

    poeluvr New Member

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    thanku all so much :(
     
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    smkie pointer/labrador/terrier Staff Member

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    Lea..hugs love,,been there and it is sooo hard that you feel like your breaking up..i know exactly how it feels. Your story was well written..and i hope that sharing your grief will bring peace, not only to you, but to those who read it as well.
     
  9. Love4Pits

    Love4Pits Playful Husky Pup

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    Beautiful story im now crying
     

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