I saw my older brother yesturday at my Uncles funeral. Needless to say he was drunk and acting like a baby. He looks like crap. And im pretty sure hes gonna drink himself to death. When I came up to him the first thing he said was "I need a drink" and proceeded to complain and whine that my dad did not want to talk to him. My brother likes to make things always about him. I really have no idea what this rant is about, but somtimes I just want to get really angry that I don't have a relationship with my older brother, that my dad has no relationship with his son. That my brother should be there too support me, to love me, but he is not. Im just really angry that hes an alchoholic that he lets its rule his life. And probably will allow it to take his life. Im angry because he is so selfish, everything has to be about him. Its never his problem, its everyone elses. Thanks for listenting to my angry rant, I feel better already.