Gosh, I don't know what to do or feel right now. My mother texted me saying my father was in the hospital and he may have cancer, upon many other issues, and that he just got out of the hospital. They want to come and visit me next weekend. I don't know what to say. I know you guys don't really know much backstory, and I can't really give you much, except to say our relationship has been very rocky. I left their home a long time ago because of his "anger" issues as he likes to put it. But he seems to be trying to change from the little we've communicated with each other via my mother. I've talked to my mother on facebook a bit and text to see how things where going. i've even been to their house once or twice in the recent past, but he was never there. Part of me is kinda glad it's him in the hospital for once instead of my mother, but the other part of me is sad to hear he is sick. Part of me wants to hold onto the horrible childhood memories, but the other part see's that he's trying to change and that maybe I should give him a chance. I just don't know. I'm so conflicted. David won't be there with me, it will just be me and my sister. She refuses to see him, she said she will leave for a day if I want to see him, but then I'll be alone with them and me. I'm not really afraid of him or anything, it's more the drama. ARG I just don't know.