I'm so lost and sick. Our cat Bear just didn't look himself this morning so we took him to the emergency hospital. He didn't have a fever. They kept him for fluids. We checked on him twice and he was quiet. We just called and he was going into cardiac arrest. They tried for 15 minutes to revive him but he's gone. I brought him home 3 years ago and will always remember how he looked. This is the picture I'll always cherish: