i was wrong on the date the spay day was on! it was actually today and i decided to suck up my gut and let them neuter Ruckus. well i just went to pick him up. the animal shelter closes at five so all the spay/neuter animals have to leave. omg... omg they sent Ruckus home with me and his eyes were rolled up in his head... his tongue sticking out, and he cant even walk yet. he is in his crate now. i feel sooo sad for him.