Recent content by Lyzelle

<3 I am so sorry. I know words can't express it and no amount of tears makes it more bearable. I will chime in and say I am still in the moment of, "I never want to do this again". But I hope one day I will find the joy and happiness of not only living vicariously through others, but maybe in...

Finally some good feels for my household. I have been job hopping the last few months, not out of necessity really, I just kept getting better and better offers. I was content with my 7 days a week, two job status but BeAu pushed me to give an interview to a big company who had been after me for...

FWIW, for those saying I am such a shitty person, I LIVED with her breeder up until a few weeks ago and I always asked about her training and temperament and devoted myself entirely to whatever they told me to do with her. But I just can't do it anymore. Regardless, they finally agreed to...

TL;DR, Quinn is treated like a Queen in the household. She gets everything she wants, including treats, love, training, and a million chews and toys. BUT she is nearly a year old and despite what I have been promised over and over, she doesn't seem to be working out for us. I have talked to...

Thank you, everyone. The support has overwhelmed me the last few days. I have been burying myself in work and Quinn, and staying off the internet as much as possible. But I do still very much appreciate it. I know without a doubt he is better off not suffering and dealing with all the issues...

Zander took his last run across the Rainbow Bridge yesterday. I know it has been a shock to all. Despite all of his behavioral and health concerns, I think everyone - me and BeAu included - thought he would live forever. Because he was Zander. And that is what Zaner-Waners do. They live...

Got a well-paying second job. I start the 19th. :) I have been job shopping a lot lately, but I'm actually really comfortable now. I have a job I like and a job that makes money. And I still have time to do other things too, if I want. New job. New year. New apartment. So far 2015 is off...

Friday could be a really good day. If I don't go crazy before then. But I am fairly certain I will go crazy before then. Because there just isn't enough alcohol in the world. And this saddens me.

I have no friends. Except vodka. Vodka is my friend. Also Airn/Erinn. Not sure how I feel about this.

I am beyond pissed this morning. Like, pre-Lexapros Lyz drinking & smoking everyday murderous rage type pissed. I am never having roommates again, ever. And I am seriously considering the pros & cons of the situation against what the overall stress is worth. It'll be all over in a few...

Stomach flu. YUCK. I spent the last couple of days being generally pathetic. I called out of work yesterday and today because I couldn't deal. I dealt Friday, but I thought maybe it was just an off day. Super nauseous and dizzy, but I worked through it. Saturday (after writhing around all...

Quinzel loves virtually everyone unless they are pushy. Like Zander. Zander loves everyone too, but he is just too overbearing for most dogs. Border Collie play = normal. Crazy. Insane. Rough. Loud. But normal. Sibe play = Let me chase you and scream at you and pretend I am eating your...

Quinn has zero self-preservation. Zero. She is also immune to Bitter Spray. But she is the cutest, cuddliest, smartest, best little puppy ever! Oh, I missed my little girl so much this week with everything that has been going on. Having her just hanging out on the bed today has been fantastic...

People are frustrating. Confusing. Lexapro helps me deal with people better. But it doesn't make me like them much more than I did before. I guess I am a person who adores brutal honesty a bit too much. I do not pickup on subtle social cues. When someone says ''yes" I hear "yes'. Not "yes...

Sorry I just keep coming in here and throwing questions at you guys! We probably won't try until late next year, but I feel the absolute need to get all the ducks in a row NAO. S'cuse my baby crazy self. I am on Lexapro and now another Cat. C drug...anyone else have to deal with having...