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I'm restless and anxious and restless and anxious and restless and anxious. This has been an ongoing issue for as long as I can remember, but it feels like I'm in a downward spiral and there's no reason for it
I feel like that sometimes, but mostly I just hate myself, like the dislike and discomfort is focused inward, esp when I unintentionally hurt those close to me because of my mental disorders that make me act in ways that hurt those close to me.
I know that feeling all too well. I absolutely hate myself too for so many reason. I (personally) can't find anything good about myself. I even feel like people on here, hate me.
I'm starting to not even give **** about what happens to me. I'm trying to make everyone else happy, before myself, because it's the only thing that makes me feel half way decent,& they deserve to be happy. I know, I too deserve to be happy, but, it doesn't feel that way.