The Venting Thread

UGH. I'm sorry. I'm glad you're okay and the truck isn't broken. That sucks.



As if I didn't already have enough of a problem eating enough food to fuel my workouts, I'm still sick and I don't feel like eating right now. If I'm lucky, I MIGHT be hungry for dinner... maybe. I eat breakfast even though I'm not hungry out of habit... but it's much harder to figure out what to eat for lunch and dinner, and especially to convince myself to actually cook anything when I just plain don't want any food.

My workout sucked balls tonight and haven't been great since I got sick. It's just not very energetic or explosive or anything. It just kind of is. And usually when I come home after a workout I'm starving, but since it was a lame workout I came home and still didn't feel like eating.

I keep hoping I'm just going to wake up one day hungry again. I don't really feel sick anymore, I just keep coughing up mouthfuls of mucus. It seems like I should be better and back to normal but my appetite is still trashed. I'm starting to worry this is actually related to depression and stress and I have a much bigger problem.

How in the h*ll. Snow?

I slammed my boob in my computer when I went to close it. Owwwww.

I think I have the beginnings of a cold. SO HELP ME GOD IF I AM SICK FOR MY WEDDING I WILL BE VERY UNHAPPY!!!!!

I WISH.

Laundry is dangerous, yo. Ran downstairs in heels, missed a step, did some real pro move trying to save self.

I suppose I should refrain from asking why you were doing your laundry in heels. :rofl1:

Sometimes I want to look pretty, ok!?


I was on my way out the door, and remembered about laundry. Figured it would be quicker to not take boots off. Joke's on me.

I have color b4 in my hair. It smells so HORRIBLE. I think I'd rather sit in a trash can for an hour

Cold fx!!!

I definitely read that as "boot" and was like, "...how!? And why would that hurt?" Lmao.

Coffee on keyboard, thanks Jess. <3

Mammograms: you're doing it wrong.

Officially broke up last night. He tried to recant by saying he was really drunk and operating on bad advice. I can't take the cycle of drama anymore, the screaming bouts, knowing that he'll be upset if I spend time around my friends without him. I'm also not the right person for him--he needs someone "softer", someone more capable of being, I guess "tender"? I can't "make things better" for him when he's had a bad day at work or whatever.

So yeah. Apparently I get to keep the apartment and get to live on my own again.

Mammogram joke: :rofl1:

Break up: So sorry, Zoom. That really sucks.

I was just sitting here and then all of a sudden had a nasty urge to vomit. Ran to the sank an dry heaved. After another intense wave of feeling like I had to vomit, I'm back to being perfectly normal again. I don't feel sick. Even when I wanted to vomit I didn't feel sick...just like I had to vomit. WTH, body?

I just nommed on a piece of bread, hoping to make my body make more sense...

I don't wanna go to my meeting at 11:30

But I do get free food, so that's a plus!

((Hugs))

So spent most of the morning tho rowing up. Since about 2am. Only to find the last time I was sitting on the toilet puking into a bucket. I peed and when I wiped I realized my period had started as well. Body I hate you.

No I'm not pregnant.

Beanie: thank you. <3

You made me giggle.

Good for you. I'm proud of you for putting your foot down. He put you up on a pedestal and decided that you had to be this complete other person that you aren't to make him happy, and real life doesn't work out that way. He wants a girlfriend with a Middie-like personality - someone obsessed with him, who thinks the sun rises and sets with him. You're just not that person. You have enough experience in life not to let yourself turn into that.

NOW WE CAN HAVE MOVIE NIGHTS WITH MARC AND MONICA HOW EXCITING IS THAT OMG.

At the clinic for my foot. Nurse goes "it says here you're rostered with (doctor)." Me: "I... Don't know what that means, but I just want to be seen..". So she sighed at me and left. HELPFUL NURSE.

I was lied to.

I did not get free food at my meeting.