I'm just feeling a little bit overwhelmed and stuck. I've finally found something I want to go into for a career, and I just feel like it may never happen, or that if it does that Josh will be sacrificing a lot to help make it happen. I don't think he really wants to move again, and there is no chance of my dream career taking place here, let alone the schooling for it.
And, my house is trashed and all I want to do is sit on the couch and watch TV and eat food because I'm feeling sorry for myself. And I'm less angry with my dad these days, and wondering if I should like, try to reconnect with him.
/vent. Sorry, I know that was a lot of deep, stupid sh.t that nobody really wants to hear, but I had to get it off my chest.