The Venting Thread

A friend of mine that I've known about 3 yrs and went to college with found out on Jan 1st she was pregnant and was about 5-6 weeks along, she lost the baby yesterday morning
I am so so sad about this because she is a wonderful wonderful wonderful person. A full time college student and is a nurse at the ER and is recently married to one of the most amazing men alive. I hate to see such terrible things happen to such amazing people.

Yeah that sucks, that people who aren't deserving of kids can have them so easily & those who would make amazing parents have so much trouble ... It sucks.

I am sorry to hear about your friend.

It is raining. RAINING. And muddy. And icy and slippery and miserable. I can't go skijoring, I can't go to the dog park, and my snow is slowly disappearing. WAHHHHHHH.

My eyeballs hurt ... Like when I move them to look up or down or right or left or whatever or if I blink really hard or if I touch them they hurt like ... Soreness hurt ... It's hard to explain, the cause of it I don't know. I did have a fever, I still think I have one because if I uncover for too long (like earlier when I had to do some laundry) I get that "chilly" feeling.

I'm hungry but I don't have the energy to make anything to eat plus OH called me& asked me if I can go over to the track after I get done with dinner with my folks so I can help him tomorrow morning & normally I would be Ll over it but I just feel so crappy that I dread it but I guess I will have to suck it up.

I still have not heard if mother dog is preggers yet or not. So it's still
A waiting game. Right now I am keeping positive and saying no news is good news, but it is still driving me crazy.

The child has an ear infection and pinkeye. Behold the joys of daycare...

Zander's kennel came today. And it is NOT WHAT I ORDERED.

GAAAH.

It really is just gross out there right now. Worst part? The rain will freeze over top of what little snow remains and make it super crunchy so that it will tear up the dogs' legs when we go hiking. ANGER.

Malyk chewed through his last collar. My fault I left it out...but still. Now he has no collar. ):

Izze was a collar chewer, big time to the point where I gave up trying to keep a collar on her unless we were going some where lol.

He can't chew it if it is on him... This one was on my nightstand... Which I should have known better than to do. Now I have to wait and scrape up some money and get him and actual leather collar. Anybody wanna donate? LOL

Izze could somehow get them off & destroy them if I left them on her :/.

If you have a flea market in your area sometimes they have vendors who sell pet stuff, collars included for pretty cheap ... Walmart is another choice.

I wish you lived closer to me, I have a few you could have

That's about how I felt today. Minus the skijoring bit
It is January 11th. That rain should have been snow.


Waahhh don't want to work tomorrow, I want to stay up late and sleep in.
I'm also irritated about some other non-work related stuff but I'll probably discuss that later.

Flavored coffee creamer has transfat in it even though it says 0g on the bottle (most do, at least). That was my guilty little pleasure. Waaaaaaaah. No more for me since it averages out to too much over the course of a week.

Also, I have been REALLY good and worked out so d@mn hard... And the scale? Did not budge. F#@& you, scale. I might just throw you out and buy a new one

I hate Mtn cedar ... I HATE IT!!!

I have to pick up my OH today so he can come home to spend some time with me & my folks but I dread the hr drive I have to make

I .... HATE ..... MTN ... CEDAR!!!!

And now it all refroze and it's just... ice. Grr. I can't even really let them out in the back to play or they're going to break all their parts slipping around.

Went out with some friends last night. One of my good friends felt a little off, and when we were going back to the car I asked him if everything was all right. He got a little defensive, shot me a weird look, I just said he felt a little off, and he said, "Well, I'm not going to try to sum it up in one sentence," then thanked me for asking anyway. I texted him apologizing for bringing it up since it really wasn't the time or place (one of those as soon as I said it I regretted it, but it just popped out because he just put off a vibe) and saying if he needed to talk at any point I was available. He's usually one of those people who replies to texts in a few hours, but he replied a few minutes later with nothing more than, "Ok". Really kind of irritated me. No thanks or anything, just "Ok". I wasn't even expecting a response, but that? It just felt short, in the cold way, not in the length way. GRRR. Boys.

I miss my ferti.

It's sloooow in here today. And nasty outside.

So this is going to be a custody battle. Not sure what to say about that.. Blah.