I work at a pharmacy, everyday we have people come in that have been through hell and back and manage to keep the most amazing attitudes. If they can go through all of that and come out seeing the good then I can go through my very good life being happy.
One of my co-workers had triplets who were all born with varying degrees of MS. His son spent his entire life in a wheelchair and in more pain than most of us will ever know. He endured seizures, surgery after surgery, lots of treatments and drugs and stuff that would make people ill to read about let alone experience. People would stare at him when he was out and about (because people stare at what they don't understand) and instead of EVER being offended about it, he would meet their eyes, smile, and say "hello!" Every person was a potential new best friend. Nobody was a stranger. I still remember when he would come in here, being wheeled in. How happy he always greeted me.
I say my co-worker "had" triplets because he died earlier this year. Recalling the sound of his hello and knowing I won't ever hear it again here on this earth makes my heart ache and has my eyes full of tears... and yet it also makes me SMILE. This boy was one of the nicest, happiest, most positive people in the entire world. And yet he had SO MANY reasons to be upset, miserable, complain, give up, be angry, hate the world. And he didn't. I mean of ALL PEOPLE who had a RIGHT to complain, boy, this kid sure had the right to complain.
But that's not how he lived his life. He didn't let his disability, which was painful and difficult and ultimately cut his life short, define him or his attitude about life. He complained at times, sure. He was angry at times, sure. But overwhelmingly, if you asked somebody to remember Tucker - they would come up with a positive, happy, and most likely hilarious memory.
I suppose to some the fact that he didn't live out his short life bitter at all he was given would mean he was naive, unintelligent, or disconnected somehow.
I think that kind of assessment would make you the naive one.
I can only hope that I might be remembered with even half the positivity we all remember when thinking of Tucker.