Well its done

Most of yall have probably seen it on facebook but I am moving back to daddy's in 3 days.
Tj and I ended on great terms and I could not ask for anything better than that.
Tj is staying with his brother until Thursday because he didn't want to see me leave.


I've got a job already up at daddy's working at a horse farm with the same people that owned the one I worked at when I was 14-17, I am getting a puppy, not this coming up Monday but the next I am signing up to go to the shooting range twice a week for 3 months, and I am going to help daddy with his online store and his products.
I am glad I have all these things when I get back up there, thats what I needed, was to keep my mind super busy and go go go because that will allow me to heal faster.

I feel a little better. I don't like how everything just hit me at once that it is really happening, it leaves me in OH SH!T mode.

But I know I am doing the right thing and that's all that matters.

Just wanted to update yall. Sorry I keep blowing up Chaz with these threads.

Glad you have things to do set up for when you move there

((((hugs)))) glad y'all could end on good terms

Best wishes to you and all your future endeavors

You followed your heart and it made you happy, and thats what really counts in the end. I'm proud of you!! Sounds like you also have a few jobs lined up for you when you get there and thats smart thinking

Best of luck!!

Thanks yall <3
Chaz always makes me feel better about things when sh!t hits the fan.

I don't know what happened (im confused )but I'm glad everything is going okay? and yaaay puppy!

Look at my 2 recent threads, it explains it. And thank you!
Its a 4 months old female Aussie. Grandma was holding a puppy from a breeder friend of hers (long story, don't feel like getting into it) and someone called about that puppy then today she backed out so grandma asked her breeder friend if I could get it and she said yes
I wanted a male but grandma said that this puppy was everything I wanted so a female will do

ETA: She's a black tri aussie pup.

I read them, I'm sooooo sorry! (((((HUGS))))) I know everything will work out the way it's supposed to. Like someone said in your last thread, if it's supposed to work out, it will. You're doing what's right for you, right now.

Aww, I'm so happy for you! I can't wait for pictures

Thank you And Yall are so right.

And thank you! I will make sure you overload yall with them

Lots of new, exciting adventures in your future! I can't wait to see puppy pictures

Wishing you the best <3

Thank you

Well I am leaving tomorrow morning instead of Tues.-Wed.
I had a severe panic attack tonight, just from sitting in this house alone and thinking and I freaked out. The doctor said it would be best for me to leave ASAP, go get settled, and calm down.

I am really glad you have come to a decision you are happy about, and congrats on your puppy! Did you and TJ break up? Sorry, I wasn't sure if that's what you meant or if you two were on a break because of distance or what.

(((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) That's how it was when I left my X... I left for WAY different reasons, though.
Good luck, girl. You deserve to be happy. <3

Thanks yall <3

And yes we did break up.

Props to TJ for putting your happiness above his own. I honestly cant say I would do the same if I was in his position.

Your happiness matters, its your life.

Thank you <3

Some may or may not remember, but I left the guy I was living with to move back to my parents too. Everyone thought I was mad, or something... because I couldn't really explain why I did it. I was just deeply unhappy with my situation, nothing had 'happened' to make me leave.

Overall it was worth it. I wouldn't be where I am now if I hadn't done it, wouldn't have met my fabulous boyfriend how I did, yadda yadda (fyi, me and living with my parents isn't the best combination lol).

Sounds like you made the right decision. Who knows, in a couple of years you might be ready to leave again, maybe not... but being happy is the best thing to aim for in life I think.

Thanks Dizzy <3

Glad you're going sooner and will have a job, a new pup, etc. to help you transition. Hugs.

It sounds like this is where you're meant to be. I think it's great you have so many things lined up for you....some work, a new pup, your Dad with open arms. It's an awfully hard thing to be away from family. And good that you're leaving asap to start on your new life.