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Figured I would do a little update since I have not been on much and I will end up disapearing here for a long while after tonight.
My fiance has been having rough times at his work. They have laid off more than 22 employees and it might get worse. He has been working 2 days a week. We are barely making it. This month we could not make the rent in full. His checks have been less than what we owe in rent. We are behind in all of our bills which means we could be living without water and electricity if things do not improve. He owes nearly a thousand bucks to his bank... money we do not have. We have been forced to get food stamps from welfare just so we can eat. My fiance mentioned dropping off all the animals at the shelter because we can barely afford kibble. Its THAT bad. We now do not have the money to pay off his fines in OK, so moving there this summer if not a possibility anymore.
Things have been getting progressively worse since christmas. Madison did not have a Christmas, but I am just glad she had an amazing birthday. I dont think there has been a day that passed since then that I have not sat and cried. For awhile there I was afraid I was going to lose this baby because I have been so stressed out. I thought for sure I was going to have a miscarriage.
I wouldnt normally tell anyone about my personal live, but I have been at chaz for so long that I feel comfortable with telling you all whats really going on. I was planning on getting a computer this month, but of course that is not going to happen. My mom is getting her internet shut off because she has not been paying the bill, so you all might not hear from me again until some time after my baby is born in April.
We wouldn't have been able to afford anything for this new baby if it wasnt for his tax returns, which turned out to be much less than we expected. We got nearly 5 grand last year, which is much more than this year because he made too much money this past year. Go figure. He has been told that things at work MIGHT improve in 2 more months, but I have my doubts.
Thats about it.
My fiance has been having rough times at his work. They have laid off more than 22 employees and it might get worse. He has been working 2 days a week. We are barely making it. This month we could not make the rent in full. His checks have been less than what we owe in rent. We are behind in all of our bills which means we could be living without water and electricity if things do not improve. He owes nearly a thousand bucks to his bank... money we do not have. We have been forced to get food stamps from welfare just so we can eat. My fiance mentioned dropping off all the animals at the shelter because we can barely afford kibble. Its THAT bad. We now do not have the money to pay off his fines in OK, so moving there this summer if not a possibility anymore.
Things have been getting progressively worse since christmas. Madison did not have a Christmas, but I am just glad she had an amazing birthday. I dont think there has been a day that passed since then that I have not sat and cried. For awhile there I was afraid I was going to lose this baby because I have been so stressed out. I thought for sure I was going to have a miscarriage.
I wouldnt normally tell anyone about my personal live, but I have been at chaz for so long that I feel comfortable with telling you all whats really going on. I was planning on getting a computer this month, but of course that is not going to happen. My mom is getting her internet shut off because she has not been paying the bill, so you all might not hear from me again until some time after my baby is born in April.
We wouldn't have been able to afford anything for this new baby if it wasnt for his tax returns, which turned out to be much less than we expected. We got nearly 5 grand last year, which is much more than this year because he made too much money this past year. Go figure. He has been told that things at work MIGHT improve in 2 more months, but I have my doubts.
Thats about it.